How to Find Peace: Embracing Kindness as the Path to Inner Serenity
Even after trying so hard, I wasn't able to be happy. I was in search of calmness and peace. At the end, I realized that I am searching for that thing outside which is living inside me. I searched everywhere but inside me? I never peeked. So, today here is my personal experience I want to share with you. My mind, after a few tests of my life, got insane. I feel very bad for small things, and sometimes... Actually, not sometimes, but every time one thought comes in my mind - suicide. Sometimes, when I'm happy, I feel blessed to be alive, but the rest of the time, I feel totally devastated, and I feel like my life is cursed. And today too, sometimes, I feel the same. So, back to the point, I can't be mentally happy. My mind thinks about worthless things, and the only way I found to be calm at that moment is to visit a temple, meet God, and spend some time watching His mesmerizing idol. I went there, I sat there, and I returned, and still, the meaningless thoughts were not rea...
